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Sunday, August 12, 2012
Quick update

Haven been posting lately. I feel like I'm losing control of my life, I fear that I'm returning back to the wasted lifestyle of the Dark Years again, maybe even becoming worse.

I feel sad that welcome tea games didn't work as how we expected. We spent a considerable amount of time on it :( So looking forward to it.... And it ended up like this.

Having emo and suicidal thoughts again. Getting irritated easily and becoming short fused. Getting more and more sensitive and easily hurt. I don't like this me. I don't like this introvert, sensitive, emotional, think-too-much me. I want to be more extroverted, more outgoing, more easy-going, and less sensitive towards things people do or say. I'm being so fragile and so vulnerable, I don't like it. Life has been good to me, I should be appreciative, instead of thinking of wanting more of what I couldn't get.

With expectation comes disappointment. I have learnt to find solace in playing the violin when I was sad just now. Alleviated my sorrow and emoness a bit. Come to think of it, I have been neglecting violin. I must work out a better plan, rather than frittering my life away on the net, "stalking people" on facebook (which doesn't really help in social interaction). I've been spending too much time on facebook.

I want to attend some personality or confidence workshop. I want to be more confident and outgoing. I am tired of thinking back about smth and feel I could have done a better job by doing this and that. It's too late. I want to be confident and more extroverted, and that is what I will be.

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