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Thursday, June 21, 2012
Can't sleep!

Couldn't slp after waking up at 1 plus just now, so I thought I might as well do something useful of the time rather than tossing arnd in bed trying to slp. The past week has been rather slack, only went out of house on tues for prac. Can't really keep up with the rhythm throughout the entire song. It's so hard to be a percussionist! Haha I better keep up with my instruments. Speaking of which, sectionals gonna resume this sat! And I haven really picked up my guitar yet. Haven look through the scores too. Arghhhhh.

And I'll be having violin lesson this sun. And I haven really touched my violin for this week. Haven even cleaned it yet, oh no I'm getting lazy. Must set down to prac it and clean it ltr before I get out of the house. To meet partner to do up matric fair publicity. And haven gotten present yet! Haha shall go scout for one tmr before meeting partner.

Oh I suddenly wanted to go for camps, like those bigger scale ones, cos I nv go before and I wanna go before I grad (if not then there'll be no more), but union camp prep camp has passed and actual camp clashes with ls camp. Lol thr doesn't seem to be enough seniors for ls camp, so I'm not sure how it will turn out. Must be more enthu and friendly to keep the freshies and make new friends!

Oh and I have decided I am gng to overload next sem and hopefully be able to take PL1101E although that would mean I will be fighting with the freshies over the bell curve, but bah! I'm gonna do my minor in psych hopefully. If not then I'll have to take special sem next year. Damn, should have planned more properly. But no, nobody is going to influence my decisions agn. I will probably overload for next year, but most imptly, is to get my cap up to at least 4 by next sem. I've been slacking since forever and this is not acceptable! This is Sparta!! Lol, there is gng to be much to juggle next sem, overloading; practising guitar; publicity stuffs; violin; and hopefully I'll be able to get a tuition assignment or two, in case I need to take special sem next year, so need to save up. And I should consider dropping violin if I really cannot cope, cos I can't drop anything else other than violin lol. But I think I can, if I get my act together and stop slacking. NOW. This is Sparta!!!

There! My two most impt goals for next sem:
1) Get my overall cap up to at least 4, which would mean I probably have to be a dean lister next sem
2) Be able to sightread fast for guitar, this prob has been plaguing me forever and it's high time I eliminate it

I seem to be more angsty and fiesty these days, can't seem to control/ contain my anger properly. Sigh, feel like I'm on the road to high blood pressure :( Accelerated by the fact I haven been exercising and am growing fatter. I'm in the 50s range now! Arghhhhhh no cannot do. Must start living healthy. I shall start planning my timetable so that I can live healthy next sem (means slp enough), prac guitar often until I can achieve goal #2, study enough (more than that) so that I can achieve goal #1 and declare a psych minor by sem 2, if not by special sem next year, prac violin so that I can be proud to call myself a violinist (excited at that prospect!), and build good and long-lasting relationships with my friends (cos I feel I haven been keeping friends). Yup, different goals to achieve, so that I can fulfil my ultimate aim of living life meaningfully to its fullest and being happy.

Hoho I think that should be enough for now. Still don't feel slpy yet. Arghhhh why. Then tmr I will wake up in afternoon argh no that shalt not happen. Shall force myself to relax and slp. Off to update my calendar!

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